it’s finally over. thank god. i can move on with my life. it’s just sad that it had to take so much effort. i’ve learned many things this past week. among them that i have grown up a lot in the past year. i’m a big girl now kids! i wish i could say the same for those involved.
my life is great the way that it sits right now. i’m content now to just sit back and let my life unfold the way it’s meant to. that doesn’t mean i’m suddenly a believer in fate, but i do believe that by choosing certain paths, you can alter your own fate. mould it if you will.
i’m glad i have friends who support me even when i’m being crazy. something else i learned through this is that i am in fact crazy, but in the end, we all are. we just have to find those who love us for our craziness, not in spite of it. so i’m happy for my crazy friends who love me for my craziness.
i’m happy. my life is the way it’s meant to be right now and i’m happy.
life has such a funny way of unfolding. is it destiny? do certain situations occur because of fate?
fate is defined as:
fate, Pronunciation Key (fāt)
1. a. The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
b. The inevitable events predestined by this force.
2. A final result or consequence; an outcome.
3. Unfavorable destiny; doom.
some people believe in fate. i’m not sure that i do. the thought that my entire life is predetermined kind of makes me sad. i like to think that my actions and decisions in life have an impact on the outcome. fate is almost like someone has a remote control labelled “andrea” that controls all my actions, from the moment of conception to the day of my death. i’m still not so sure that i believe in fate, nor do i really want to.
the word ‘fate’ has been thrown at me from a few different directions in the past week. i’d really like to know what other people think of fate, especially those who used the word and directed it at me.
if my fate is what people are implying that it is right now, then maybe i should take it and run with it. if my fate holds the opposite, i just might give it back to the guy with the controller and tell him to shove it.
screw it, i’m going to make my own fate.
went and saw matt good tonite with katryna. awesome show! he’s excellent live. we managed to score seats instead of having to stand. it was good times. he didn’t ply ’strange days’ which i thought was odd. unless he played it in the encore. he played like 3 songs in the encore, but we left while he was still playing them because we didn’t want to get caught in a mad rush. i’m glad i went. i had been looking forward to that concert so much. makes me want to go to kitchener and see him again on wednesday! good times.
ran into a certain someone at the concert. that’s all i’m saying on the subject.
i’m exhausted. time for a restless sleep.
woooooooooooooooo! i shall be attending this event with miss katryna (thank god) because some people are just a pain in my ass.