i told my mother that i’m not going back to school in september. i’m thoroughly surprised at how well she took it.
looks like i’m staying at gyptech for god knows how long. i’ll probably die at my desk. oh well. i do my job and i do it well (even if i spend my days on msn and facebook). been working my tail off lately.
spent last friday getting drunk with stinky in toronto. i love that kid. i love where our friendship is. we’re at a good place. it makes me look back on first year and laugh. i’ve grown so much. it’s unreal.
one day i will decide what i want to do with my life. but that day is not now. for now, i enjoy my life as a twenty-something.
now if only i had someone to share my life with. it comes when you aren’t looking. i’m not looking. just sitting idly by, sitting, waiting, wishing.
and i hate my neighbour. but that’s nothing new.
pfff halifax.
just when i’m ready to turn a new leaf, the wind blows the leaf to halifax.
men aren’t supposed to come with baggage, women are. and at least mine’s designer baggage.
i’m really curious why i’m being such a girl about this. i really do. maybe he’s my lobster. which is really fitting seeing as he’s from out east. ha i make myself laugh.
on the brighter side of things, my new hair cut looks good.
Like and old man sitting alone at a lunch counter
Never leave lonely alone
Like a small town girl a big city devours
Never leave lonely alone
Some of us laugh even in our darkest hour
Never leave lonely alone
Unspoken rules of solitude
Warmth without a trace
A lifetime of dreams roll down your face.
All that we can’t say is all we need to hear.
When you close your eyes does the world disappear?
There’s something in everyone only they know
Never leave lonely alone
It moves in the hidden ways of joy and sorrow
Never leave lonely alone
Never leave lonely alone
Never leave lonely alone
Never leave lonely alone
-Ben Harper