i’ve seen the paths that your eyes wander down, i want to come too.
my life is full of enough drama to make your head explode.
lord knows it made mine explode this weekend.
i’m left battered and bruised but for my saving grace. the one who helps me keep my head above water, even when he thinks i’ve dropped below the surface and he feels like he’s the one who let go of the rope.
we’re both ticking timebombs of self-destruction. we blame ourselves for the problems that others cause. we’ve spent too many years trapped inside our own heads to believe that the problems lie outside of ourselves. there’s only one way to dismantle the bomb: we have to work together. even bruce willis can’t dismantle a bomb alone.
i’m right where i’ve always wanted to be. the outside world is trying to break me down but i won’t let it. i’ve got to learn to let go of everyone else’s issues, but that’s not my nature. i like to hold the whole world’s problems on my shoulders. it’s a weight i can’t bear anymore. so i will move on with my real friends in tow. the ones who help me erradicate the drama. i want to go down the path i believe i should have been on for the last 7 years. i’ve been given a second chance (third, fourth, who’s counting?) and i’m not letting this get away from me again. i’ll fight to the bitter end for something i believe in. and i believe in us.