like the sea, i’m constantly changing from calm to hell.
sometimes i wonder if it’s best to keep my mouth shut or voice my concerns.
right about now i feel like i should have just kept my mouth shut.
i worry, quite often too much about things that i should just let lie. yes, i’m worried history is going to repeat itself. and maybe you are too. but i cannot let that stop me from enjoying every day. there are so many better things to think of, yet i let the negative get to me.
i want this, more than anything else. and i’m sorry if i scared you last night. but i, too, am a little scared. i just chose to say it out loud.
time and patience is all it will take. those were your words. i know this. but if there’s one thing i lack, it’s patience.
we’ve always just made sense. let’s keep it that way. it’s too good to let the simple things get in the way.